Two days in the hospital and my mum was better even though all through she didn’t talk to me. The doctor said she suffered from shock. Hmmmm. Worry and anxiety made me sick too and I was admitted in the same ward with my mum. On conducting a test the result came out that I was pregnant. How! I wondered but I had a D and C operation??
My dad told my mum about it and on the day she was to be discharged she finally spoke to me. She walked to me, looked at me with so much pain in her eyes and said.. what did I do wrong??
After saying those five words she walked away slowly shaking her head.
Now I knew my world had finally collapsed. So many things were running through my mind and one of them was committing suicide. I didn’t know what else to do or how to go face my mum. For my dad he was more concerned about my mum he didn’t even care less if he had a sick daughter or not.
My mums departure from the hospital was the last I saw of my parents. The next day the doctor pronounced me fit to leave. My dad had settled the hospital bills before leaving with my mum. Lucky me I thought.
I tried contacting Dan but to no avail it seemed like he had changed his number. I didn’t want to go home to face my mum and going to school was also not an option because I would become topic of discussion for everyone. So what else would I do?
Committing suicide seemed like the best option for me but how do I go about it??
Do I jump in-front of a moving car?? I thought against that one because whoever car that hit me would suffer for my sins. Do I hang myself? If I wanted to do that where would I do it because going home was not an option. Do I starve myself to death?? No that would take too long probably a couple of days, so what then is the solution to my problem.
All these time I was still on the hospital bed contemplating my next move. A nurse came in and interrupted my thoughts “Madam shey you have been discharged?”
“Yes” I replied scornfully
“Please vacate the bed so I can prepare for someone else to occupy it.
I didn’t say another word to her and she walked away.
Can life get any worse than it already is? I thought
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